When you're not there.....

When you're not there, it's as if the day went by but I didn't live it. !!







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You are the only one!!!!

The only one I want is you.
The only one I dream of is you.
The only one that's constantly on my mind is you.
The only one I live for is you.
The only one that makes my day is you.
The only one that makes me feel loved is you. The only one that makes me look forward to tmr is you.

Yet the only one I still need is you.
Yet the only one I yearn for is you.
Yet The only one I miss is you!!!

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Truly.. Madly... Deeply !!!

When I don't get to c u around... I hate it..
When you're not here to share my random thoughts.. I hate it
When my heart aches at the thought of your smile... I hate it
When I count every moment to the day I'll get to be with you again.... I hate it

When above all the hundred things in my day, I find a million reasons to miss you... I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!!

But still my love....
With all the aches and all the hurts.....
With all the bad moments that accompany the awesome ones....
... i just totally, madly, deeply Love being in love with you....

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Forgot to be me ....

"I tried to be everything you needed me to be... .but  i Forgot to be me! "

The One !!!

There is something missing in me.
Something that's important, maybe the most important to me.
Something that would add meaning, a reason to my being .
The thing that would give me sleepless nights and yet make me feel content about myself.

Every day, every moment of my life I'm in search of that One thing, even when I don't know what it could be!
Is it love? Is it fun? Is it going to the extreme to feel the adrenaline rush..? Is it companionship..? Is it the need... the craving for appreciation? ... Is it solitude... ? I don't know! I have no clue...
I'm just waiting ...searching for my awakening.
I'm walking with my hands stretched out, as if in the dark. Careful of my each step, stopping... feeling each thing I touch on my way... Making a mind map as my fingers tread the maze.

The Letter.....

4 Feb 2015 

Yet again tears rolled down her cheeks. Yet again she made a quick attempt to wipe them away, for the fear of someone noticing. It’s been a busy day, like many other days, home chores had kept her busy and office work had made her irritated. Enough was enough she thought and had glanced at her thoughts. There it was, hidden below many paper works, the letter… the only letter….

Neatly scribed in bold letters, were words of love from a heart she had bruised many a times. After so many years too, it showed the depth of his love, the sincere tone of simple words which captured one’s soul in a web of emotions.

It had left her spellbound and speechless the first time she had met him. A feeling never before experienced, an emotion never before aroused. She had sat staring into the darkness of the

night for an unknown length of time, as if searching for an answer to unanswerable questions.

It was obvious and she had seen it coming, she had even warned him against it and thought it would stay within limits. But as time and wind, it had soared up high, into the heights of her heart. A single moment of pleasure had touched her deepest end and left her changed forever.

Now after many days and months, life has changed from what was only the two of them. There are distances to be conquered, differences to be settled, needs to be met, cravings to be satisfied …on goes the list of unending demands, demands which are unavoidable and most essential for the survival of a relationship.

But amongst all this when she tripped and fell innumerable times, he didn’t let go. He stayed unlike many others who didn’t have the patience once she didn’t comply to their demands!

For all the love he showered on her, for all of the attention she received. For all those moments that he made her feel worth living… their love remains…and will remain forever!

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In the Name of a Photograph....

Light from the streets played hide and seek with the curtains as she lay resting her head on the soft pillows. It had been a long day and all that she wanted was to get to bed and drift off to sleep, hoping that when she woke up the next day all would be back to normal and this day would’ve been just a dream!

But as she closed her eyes trying to shut off the waves of thoughts flowing through her over strained mind, once again flashes of the day’s events appeared before her… it had been the day she had dreaded for quite a while, a day she prayed would never come, the day she will never forget in her life!

The voice had asked.... "where are you?" She couldn’t recognize who it was on the other end of the phone. Maybe because her mind was elsewhere and she was busy trying to hide the tears rolling down her face as she walked swiftly towards the gate, or maybe because the other person's voice was distorted as he tried to control the urge to cry out loud!

She asked.. "who is this?", when he said his name, inspite of the tears, a smile spread across her face. He went on “we didnt take a photo together....” her instant reaction was to deny that fact, how can she miss such a thing. Then she remembered, how busy both of them had been, he had to finish all formalities, and she was busy scheduling get togethers with their different groups of friends and getting gifts for him. One moment she didnt know what to say, and heard him say that he is coming to the gate. "stay there!" he had said. But she had to go back, she knew she can't leave like that, with tears and sadness. She turned around and found her way through the crowd rushing towards her ...and managed to tell him "i am coming".....

She will never forget that moment, a simple phone call and simple sentence had made her day. When everyone around them were busy making speeches of how they gonna miss him , this simple sentence had said it all between them!

It hadn’t been smooth and she knew it was all her fault! Her unending urge to make new friends had left him sad and alone. But he held it back until one moment, when it all just had to burst out! She was thankful that he said it atleast then, else she would have never realized the worth of the time she was wasting without being with him!

Something simple, yet more special than anything else!! Unexplainable and undefined their friendship would live on forever… no matter how far life is gonna take them. Even after years it’s gonna bring a smiling tear to their hearts… the moment that held it all, in the name of a photograph!!!!

Till the page turns....