Life'sVibes....

There is something missing in me. Something that's important, maybe the most important to me. Something that would add meaning, a reason to my being . The thing that would give me sleepless nights and yet make me feel content about myself. Every day, every moment of my life I'm in search of that One thing, even when I don't know what it could be! Is it love? Is it fun? Is it going to the extreme to feel the adrenaline rush..? Is it companionship..? Is it the need... the craving for appreciation? ... Is it solitude... ? I don't know! I have no clue... I'm just waiting ...searching for my awakening. I'm walking with my hands stretched out, as if in the dark. Careful of my each step, stopping... feeling each thing I touch on my way... Making a mind map as my fingers tread the maze.

Yet again tears rolled down her cheeks. Yet again she made a quick attempt to wipe them away, for the fear of someone noticing. It’s been a busy day, like many other days, home chores had kept her busy and office work had made her irritated. Enough was enough she thought and had glanced at her thoughts. There it was, hidden below many paper works, the letter… the only letter…. Neatly scribed in bold letters, were words of love from a heart she had bruised many a times. After so many years too, it showed the depth of his love, the sincere tone of simple words which captured one’s soul in a web of emotions. It had left her spellbound and speechless the first time she had met him. A feeling never before experienced, an emotion never before aroused. She had sat staring into the darkness of the night for an unknown length of time, as if searching for an answer to unanswerable questions. It was obvious and she had seen it coming, she had even warned him against it a